Monday, December 19, 2011

What does it mean to be a man?

Everyone has their own opinion, right?

I think this world has put way to much pressure on people to be the stereotypical "man"
you must:
play sports
drive a big truck
watch sports
Hang out with all the guys

Why do we as people insist on putting everyone and everything into a stereotype?
(RANDOM FACT: I even do it at times)

To me a man is someone who will stand up for what they believe in, Always stay true to themselves, take care of the kids and family they have, and just live for tomorrow


What do you think?

What does being a "Man" mean to you?

Friday, December 16, 2011

I know what it takes..

I know what it takes to move on...

Is what i used to think.

Life is a big journey, and we as people never know what is the best road to take. All we can do is take whichever road we feel is best and go with it. We all as humans make mistakes. A lot of the roads i have chosen in my life have not lead me to such great places. But they were my choices, and i have gained a lot of knowledge along the way.

I've come to learn that there are a lot of people in this world that don't care about anyone, and are out to screw you over in some way. But I've also learned that you have a select few that really care for you and want only the best for you in life.

No matter how bad you have it, always know that somewhere in this world there are others suffering far more than you. Even still this concept is hard for me, Try to focus on the good things in life and know that with time everything heals, though the scar will remain, you can get passed any obstacle.

Our past is what makes us who we are today, It molds us, damages us, breaks us and builds us. All of it is a learning experience and hopefully will allow you to grow as a person. Its a hard thing not to "look back or dwell on the past" But its something we must do in order to learn and move on.

Everyone has their story, some worse than others. I've become so thankful for the life that i do have, and everything that has happened to me in my life.

Just take the time to realize that you are special, you deserve the best, and your one of a kind.


Cherish your life
Love with all your heart
and keep striving to be the best you can be.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

How does your heart taste?

The moment them words came out of your mouth..

"I think were done, i thought i could deal with you but i was wrong and now its messing with my mental health. Im sorry corey, but i cant do this anymore"

At the moment, It felt like my heart was ripped out and shoved back down my throat. It felt as if my heart was in my stomach.
I never thought id hear them words come from the same mouth of the person who once said.. I love you. I will always be there for you. I love you forever.

I guess forever is over.

I've come to learn in my short life, that nothing is forever. ever. All the words someone say, will one day be a lie and that is just a truth ill have to deal with.

On this day, ive realized that i am always negative about everything. Im always posting negative things. I need a more positive outlook on life. and that will start today. I will no longer mop around and hope for something good to happen. Everyday might not be a good, but damnit im going to try my hardest to turn that day around and smile.

Life is a journey, we only get to take once. I need to realize that and be a better person. for myself, my family, and the people around me.

Ive also realized that no matter what.. the only people who are always going to be there for me is my family. Though we have had our ups and downs.. at the end of the day, they are there to comfort my heart and love me no matter what.


Im determined to be a better person. I refuse to give up on myself. like so many people have done to me in the past.


Day 1 has sucked bad. I know that with due time, i will be okay.

How does your heart taste?

Not so good.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Outta My head...

As Im sitting here, watching the cursor blink on my once blank screen. Thoughts are racing through my brain. Faster than i can even comprehend whats going on. My problems seem to be the tiniest issue yet the biggest of them all. I wonder if i just keep ignoring them, will they just go away? Will they just continue to build up and cause me to burry myself inside? Do i even have a problem or am i making myself think i do?

Everything happens for a reason? what that reason is, i'm not really sure. no one is sure. therefore why do we all believe in such an untruthful statement. I seem to be the best at giving advice. but i cant seem to take my own advice and put it to good use.

Do you feel that black hole inside your chest? The sharp pain where your heart is supposed to be? no? you mean its not normal?

I know i know! i have issues. deep issues. but i pretend that i dont.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

What If...

If you only had one chance to be yourself. Who would you be? Would you be more outgoing, caring, a better big brother or sister, a better friend? If you only had one chance to love? What would you of done different? I constantly find myself going back to the past and thinking "if this, if that"... what would i have done different to maybe of been a better guy, son, brother or friend.. and I think i have finally came up with the answer

Nothing.

My past has made me who i am today, and id say i've turned out to be a pretty awesome person. My life is finally going where i've always wanted it to go. Im So proud of who i have become and my past is partially to thank.

So to all of my old friends. Thank you.
To my best friends. Thank you
To the ones who said ill be there for you no matter what and are no where to be found. thank you.
To my brothers, sisters and mother. Thank you.
To the new friends that have came into my life. Thank you.

If you find your self poundering on the "What if this, what if that" just think to yourself.. are you a better person? Did your past make you stronger or wiser?

If you only had one chance. Who would you be?

Ask yourself that.

and just know

You can change who your friends are, you can find new loves, and change who you are

but in the end you only have one chance in this life
think about it.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Stranger: I Walk Alone

I walk this empty street alone.

waiting for a simple shadow to show

maybe a lonely stranger

who roams the streets as i do

A stranger who once loved, as i did.

A stranger who walks this empty street alone

hoping to find what his heart is looking for

An escape from all the pain,

Every beat, i feel my blood pump through my veins

I feel my heart beat faster

Hoping to maybe one day

Find a simple shadow

As i walk this street alone