As Im sitting here, watching the cursor blink on my once blank screen. Thoughts are racing through my brain. Faster than i can even comprehend whats going on. My problems seem to be the tiniest issue yet the biggest of them all. I wonder if i just keep ignoring them, will they just go away? Will they just continue to build up and cause me to burry myself inside? Do i even have a problem or am i making myself think i do?
Everything happens for a reason? what that reason is, i'm not really sure. no one is sure. therefore why do we all believe in such an untruthful statement. I seem to be the best at giving advice. but i cant seem to take my own advice and put it to good use.
Do you feel that black hole inside your chest? The sharp pain where your heart is supposed to be? no? you mean its not normal?
I know i know! i have issues. deep issues. but i pretend that i dont.
